EPISODE FIVER: REFLECTIONS
"AS THE YEAR ENDS AND OUR HERO GEARS UP FOR ONE FINAL PARTY TO BID '09 FAREWELL... HE PAUSES TO REFLECT UPON A FEW THINGS."
Sorry about not updating... amongst the birthdays, Christmas, and MY 25th birthday... I haven't really had time to sit behind a computer and just blog... so heres my last one for this year!
This has been a hard year... I'm not going to lie. I lost alot of things, but I like to think... it helped me to gain a few. As the old addage goes, "Whatever doesn't kill us... can only make us stronger." I believe that. As a single Dad (yes, I am a dad... for those who didn't know) it's pretty tough to balance out being a father, and maintaining a social life. But you know what... being alone isn't as bad as most would think. Granted the Holidays are really really depressing when you see families and couples doing family and couples things. I miss having my own family... I miss having my daughter and her mom there all the time. But you know, things change... and people change... and we all can't have what we want... but you know what we can do? Work toward being better.
And thats what 2010 is going to be for me. Improvement... improving myself, physically and mentally. Improve my overall quality of life. I've lost that drive somewhere along the way... and I'm going to get it back one way or another... If you're reading this... Maybe you can be inspired to do the same as well.
Cause we're only here for one lifetime. Don't waste it. I'm sure as hell not gonna waste mine.
Happy New Years Everyone and Cheers!